I want ... !!

was laying on bed few hours, failed to fall asleep
woke up and done my eng essay.not enough of words also ><"
but better than nothing la. I'm tired.

was having lunch with his colleague yesterday
I didn't eat.=)not enough of time I think.... is 45 minutes for his break only
done our lunch, he went for works immediately,
what can I do when I was waiting him? SHOPPING !
fortunately, I didn't buy anything yesterday,=)
successful ! I wanna save money from now on, seriously!
damn fcking poor now. no income no life
no SHOPPING no life. ><" any part time for me..???


Sook Yan sent me a number today. told me that has a part time job
is available from 29 April to 2 May. But I'm available on Sat and Sun only
can I try it? I will call the girl soon. very soon...=)
sounds so interesting..^^



back to the point that I wanna tell.
was accompany him to buy his formal+casual pants for his coming up presentation on this Wednesday. good luck to him. need to modify the length of pants, coz it's too long for him weekends..we need to wait around 2 hours...my godness. fine, we went to SweetChat for our sweet chatting ♥ordered Durian Cendol as dessert ^^ we were sharing la of coz



chatted the passed again...sighsssss
discussed and I was wondering how was his life before..lol
damn complicated. hoping that his life is being steady now..
I know he didn't lie on me, he was telling all the truths,
coz when I was looking in his eyes, I felt it. ♥





Shirley and Sook Yan changed their phones again ><"
sorry, not changed, they were buy a new one without trade in their old phones
actually their "OLD PHONE" are only fewwwww months, 3 months?!
maybe less than it. ><" both of them bought E72 [ Nokia ]
damnn nice, similar to Blackberry !! it's cheaper for sure
thousand something la....I will trade in my 5800 for sure !
trade in it and buy a new baby phone E72.....

the middle there got a black square right?
it's included sensor,that means put your finger on it, move to right or left lightly......yuppp !! get what I mean?? lol Included Garmin GPS also..I miss it. I had lost mine few months ago hmmm. no more touch screen. it doenst matter for me. touch screen only. cehhh. tried edi what. and the keypad is different with normal phones also.. should try a new model now...... that's why I wanna save money today, I spent 5 bucks for lunch and 4 bucks for ktm !! less than 10 bucks !! hurrayy !!! keep it on.... persist it till the enddddddd =)


some pictures for sharing..


which colour nicer? which one you preferred?







actually someone is not allow me to buy a new phone, because 5800 is only 6 months old...=(

who else? lol

Steady Life. This is what I want.♥

Econ's test and Math's quiz had past.for sure, I didn't do well on my paper.
we were running our Econ's test at Discussion room
and running our Math's quiz at classroom..
Econ's paper, any blank there? I think so.. lol
Math's?? sure few blanks there !!!! omg. ><"
lecturer told us that we done badly in our first test
and we're the worst that she never marked before. lol

after we ended up our Math's quiz, just passed up our papers
she told us next week will be our next test again [ another chapters ]
she told us immediately !! omg..she just collected our papers
.....><" !!!!!!!
testsssss. proposalssss. reportsssss. do well please.
I don't want to retake !! waste money and my time !!!
I have no more time to waste.!! I'm serious.
2010 May start soon. 7 months to go....
Final Exam.!! we will get our Christmas Present before Christmas.
[[ result will be release before Christmas ]]
I wishing that it will be my best Christmas present 2010 :D



give more effort on study.do well in your tests
pay attention in class.never give up even it's hard for you
trust yourself. Miracles will be appeared.:D

Steady Life. This is what I want.♥

I miss you, so much ♥

finally done our Account's presentation
all of us got 3 out of 5 for personal performance
except Jonathan, got 4 out of 5. lol
we all got 20 out of 25 for whole presentation. not bad what =)
nightmare gone? nope,,another is coming soon ><"

Econ's test, Math quiz, Psychology + ESL reports..wt...><"
damn stressful. feeling regret that I didn't stay for SR3
abit only.. yup =) hahahaha
never expect that I can get A's in any subject, NEVER !
my expectation for myself is PASS. lol
I'm a girl who without any aims and targets. lalalala





M2, my class. had 30 students at first. 20 girls and 10 guys.
now.... 2 weeks later. 3 girls and 1 guy changed courses
that means,,the remaining of class is 26 students only...quite less la. damn boring =(
whatever la. study study study!! the only aim that I need to fulfill for now

"study hard la dik. taking SAM you know? March intake some more.
don't waste your parent's money la dikkkk" quoted from Gordan Yau. :D





bless me please. pass my test tomorrow....

I miss you, so much.♥

我还是我,以前的我..

我们之间出了什么问题？我懂的..
时间过得太慢还是太快？我不懂..
好像很多事情都变得不一样了,你和我
一个星期,七天。你我上课用了五天..
剩下的两天,想要好好的补回前五天我们错过的
但,,就是不会那么如意





我们错过了多少时间??还有多少时间可以浪费??
如果我说,拜六日都把时间给我..你愿意吗??

我还是我,以前的我..

Love ♥♥♥

Finally, I done my accounts report by yesterday[11/4]
yuppp, now is 0138am for 12/4. but I'm still awake
sitting in front of computer, because of a song.
I listened from radio today, I loved the song before.
after I done my report, I had shut down my pc and laying on bed
the song was recalling me, I woke up and on my pc again
I wanna dl the song that I loved !! exactly a nice song



I can't fall asleep, coz I'm thinking of him. I miss him, seriously,
he's going to start his college life few hours later......
something changed between us. I know what is the "changed".
do you know? I hope that you knew it...









I will keep marking what you had done to me
I will keep recording what you said to me
I will keep remembering our memoriessssss
I love you, seriously. ♥

Love ♥♥

I was happy today.damn happy =)
coz bii was fetching me from Taylor's after ended my classes
never think it would happen in my real life.
after that went to Mid for our lunch?dinner??
he got next round with his colleague.movie and supper =(
so I went home first.....waiting him at home now
I miss him. Love him too ♥



going to enroll? or not going to?
hoping that don't happen the same thing again. blessing=(
studied for one week at Taylor's..knew all the friends.
closer with I-vie, Jonathan,Gordan,,thanks you guys,
had fun with them all the time. always make fun in class. lol






Accountings presentation next week.quite stressful
we need to wear a formal dresses for presentation.
no T-shirts, no slippers, no sport shoes, no jeans, no hot pants...><"
I must bring my flatty to instead of my high heels. lol



ok. go and do my homeworksssss now.=(

Love ♥

something happened between me and him
fortunately, settled it in the shortest time
hope that this case don't happen again and again
many words in this world, but don't tell me the 2 words
I hate. unwilling to hear it anymore. just delete and disappear
this 2 words from your memories..thanks,,♥

I would be like that too, after you start your college
I know what's your feeling, what you worrying, what you thinking
I gave my heart to you, and never try to take back
wishing that you don't return back to me also. please..♥

don't know why, I keep feeling touching these few days
coz of you for sure ♥ your words, your texts, anything that you had done to me
yup,,,, is ANYTHING.... I love you. ♥




Saturday, our first time.,
he no works, I no classes, we got car.=) where to go??
some place that we can't go easily..actually,,, is easy to go there
but it's more interesting if drive our own.=)
Location... Genting Highlands. ^^
bii came to sg buloh station [ my station ] to meet up
I drove to station, after that he be AHMAD for me today =)
had our breakfast only go to Genting=) happy journey!!




unfortunately, we been there around 2 hours only...=(
coz something that very unexpected happened....
we got an accident in car park..><"
bii didn't notice there had a car beside us, reverse.. after that...
omg... but not that serious,,, small case only
our first time also, don't know how to handle it
luckily the victim quite friendly,=) go Ampang immediately
victim sent his car to Ampang workshop, we went there for payment
and checked out our car too..bii keep finding problemssss on our car, ><"
he felt scare, worry,, made me feeling that too ><"keep consoling him,



rm120 for victim's car. rm28 for ours.
omg...><" spent much money today..those money can be avoided!!
fine... experience !! see properly before you move your car,!!
this is what we learnt today.[[ =) , =( ]]


after he crashed the car, I started to be an instuctor
staring at him when he was not going to break
and what his response? gave me a smiley face =) lol
he sent me back to sg buloh ktm station, actually can stop at Mid
nearier to his station.5 stations only. if from sg buloh,13 stations
need around 1 hour to back ><" far!!
I was happy coz he said that is danger for me, if let me drive from Mid to my home
love him so much ♥





summary for this post :
I love him, he loves me ♥ hehe